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My First Love

Once in a while you are in my mind, I think about the days that we had...
And i dream that these would all come back to me,
If only you knew every moment in time...
Nothing goes on in my heart, just like your memories
How I want here to be with you...Once more
You will always gonna be the one...
And you should know how I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again...
Don't say no...
You will always gonna be the one in my life,
So true, I believe i can never find somebody like you
...My first love

Once in awhile you are in my dreams,
I can feel your warm embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me...
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart, just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you once more...
You will always gonna be the one...
And you should know how I wish I could have never let you go...
Come into my life again,
Don't say no
You will always gonna be the one...
So true, I believe I could never find somebody like you,
Now and forever...





Dear someone who'll always be My 1st Love...

No Title...

I dream about, how it’s going to end, Approaching me quickly, Leaving a life of fear, I only want my mind to be clear, People making fun of me, For no reason but jealousy, I fantasise about my death, I’ll kill myself from holding my breath,

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My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, I’m sure you will get yours too,

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Help me, comfort me, Stop me from feeling what I’m feeling now, The rope is here, Now I’ll find a use, I’ll kill myself, I’ll put my head in a noose...

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Dreamin’ about my death, dream,Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream, I’m suicidal,Suicidal dream