Almost end of August...

Something bothering me, its endless.. and really putting my head on the rope... Hopeless, restless... Heaven said.. it's something beautiful, too wonderful to forget, too difficult to avoid, its a sickness.. I'm addicted on it... no way to run, no path to choose, no place to hide...
-- It's a clueless, try to get some lights, but what I got it's just a small blink of a ladybug.. and it will leave me anytime, even I couldn't catch it... couldn't depend on it...
I let my heart to keep open so that I can see what's going on around me... my heart lead me to a wrong direction, put me into a big wheel...stuck and tangled...