I Silently Broken...

semalem itu.... sungguh....
hasratku ada tanya...apa yang terjadi dengan hatiku ??!!.
--rasaku bangkit, tidurku terjaga, masa-masa itu jauh tertinggal, ada didasar hatiku..aku tanggalkan janji, aku hadirkan mimpi...
Mimpi itu...mimpi yang hanya datang di alam mayaku, mimpi yang sesungguhnyalah tak akan pernah singgah disini...

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again.. I committed a new SIN, is it love or is it lust?
I know...I lost in between Love and Lust...
I thought that I was die... really...
... I'm dead..
... I'm disappeared..
I'm lost... in the middle of my lust...
my sin... I should have been dead ...
it's beyond my boundary ... my imagination, you took it away in out of the blue, I'm not ready for it, I can't tell you the truth...it's hurting me.. it's hurting you.
-- Yes, I'm a coward..
you can say anything against me, you can shout at me, I deserve it...
but I do believe... somehow.. You will come back to me...