Three Dots (...)

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I'm trying to forget and be positive with whats happening now, I don't like it, but I can't do anything much; my self destruction keep screaming and pushing me to come out from this confusion.
Is it called dilemma? should I keep carry on like this; with all of my doubt.. and continue my dreams or should I simply ignoring my feeling and think that it never happen?
I think I never learn... for anything; am I stubborn? am I dumb? I just want to get one smile; everlasting one.. am I deserve it?
I'm dreaming about my death... I'm drowning... I think its my wild imagination that bring me to my half death and life... I'm lost in between;
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Day by day.. my doubt getting higher...
-- something else.. aku gak bisa sepenuhnya tau, apa yang kamu mau... keep talking in riddles .. I can't figure it out!! saat ini, ragu itu makin menguat, not my mistake if I keep carry on like this... sikap-mu bawa aku jauh; to the middle of nowhere....
I don't know till when... endless??